We will always remember

Today was a tough day to get out of bed. We would have been due today, if our first pregnancy had not ended in a miscarriage. I have been dreading this time coming, however, I kept myself busy today which made it easier. Our little angel left us at only 6 weeks, but we will never forget. I am happy that we are awaiting our next miracle, but feel sad at the loss that we had to experience to get to this point. Although I know that God has plans for our lives that we will never understand or comprehend.

Today I pray for all of my friends, family and strangers who have went through such tragedy and sadness. Many of these people living through this pain multiple times. I pray that each of these people, whom are special to me, will have their prayers answered in the new year ahead of us. May they start with a clean slate and have a healthy addition to their family this coming year that is approaching us. Please give each of them the strength to get over this sadness and the feelings of failure. Give them the strength to move forward, but never forget the angel that they have lost. May we remember all of the little ones we have lost - each child from conception on. I pray for those families within my profession that have lost their children to cancer or other complications. May they be able to celebrate the holidays with minimal sadness in their hearts - remembering their children for the special people they were.

We feel very blessed to be experiencing the miracle that is growing inside of me. I hope that others are able to enjoy this moment without going thru many months or years with empty arms. We pray that our lil' miracle is a healthy baby boy, ready to take on the world!

I was able to spend my day with Whitney and Tahisha - all wrapping up our christmas shopping (at the last minute). :) It was a good day to be surrounded by my friends and spending time with them doing something fun! We went to breakfast, shopped, shopped some more, went to lunch and then our seperate ways! It turned out to be a day much better than I had expected. Thanks girls .... I had a great time!!!